I know I don't have to apologize here to anyone, but I want to.. I AM sorry .. I am sorry that I came here yesterday while drunk.. I am sorry I walked out on my job yesterday because of my foolish pride, insecurity, and just plain stupidity. I am sorry I drove to the store and bought beer and got drunk.. I am sorry I posted here where this is supposed to be a site of support not drunken bs.. I am grateful for the comments of support though. I will read and re-read them .. I am drinking coffee and contemplating my day. I don't want to drink.. I want my life back.. my sober life..
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