Obviously you have noticed I have not been here. Well I fell off the wagon, bike or what ever you want to call it. Have been home with my sick dog and the beer has been staring me in the face. Have had a few a day, no vodka or hard liquor, but I did have beer. I did not get ripped wasted and say stuff or not remember things like I used to but the whole Idea is, I blew it. I have to start all over again. I do not have email at home, so I do not have the support from all my friends. I realize that I need all of you guys. Being cut off, stuck there at home with contractors, and dealing with my husband B _ _ _ H ing, everytime he calls just sets me off. Tonight I am going to start a water exercise class, just to start getting my mind off of drinking. Anyway, I miss you all, and thanks for all your support. Today I start Day 1 all over again
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