Another week - another relapse. I am 2 days into recovery - I feel so strong but I always do then for some reason I am drinking - I go onto autopilot it seems - but noone can understand that. I hate drining - I never feel good and I always hit a new low - I am now so sick of loosing everything - my dignity, my family and my work - I can do it - I have just found this site and in a sick way it is good to see other battles going on - I am not alone .
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