g,day eveyone ,i no i avent been here for ages but those who rememba me would say i didnt give much away ,well im back to spill me guts to ya,s all ,look i really dont no where my alcoholisim is takin me ,to the grave i guess, look heres the thing im in a fulltime job earning good money saving ta drive around australia ,(drive across the nullarbore from western australia to south australia) its sumthin they say evey aussie should do at least once,an itz been a life long dream anyway i get me licence bak in early next year an the first thing i wanna do is drive across the nullarbore, so this is my dream ok all well an good but if im still drinkin or i swear to myself that i wont drink (witch i will) an then fall to temptation (witch i always do) ill get pinned for drink drivin again an go ta jail,an not only that i mite kill sumone or myself,i keep swearin to myself untill im blue in the face that i wont drink again AN I MEAN IT WEN I SAY IT ! but i just weakin LIKE A WEAK BLOODY PRICK! there i said it ,im weak ,weak as piss ,now ya gunna say aa but do i have the balls to walk into a aa meeting? i dout it im sure id find a exuse ta get outta it ,duz that mean i dont want it bad enough? i do im just caught beetween a rock an a hard place thatz all, i dunno wat ta do i can see if i do go travelin an i drink then i no ill be stuffed! it wont work if i get on the piss ,but i wanna do it so bad ! how do i drive across the nullarbore conferdent that i wont get on tha piss??? ,,,im welcoming all responses i wont fight back to anything anyone says i wont say ur judging me ,ill respect eveyones opinions so go for it,wat should i do to stay sober but not only that be happy at the same time? thankz alot ppl appreiate it ;)
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