I have always been told that you have to put sobriety before kids and well I had to so that this weekend and this is the hardest thing I have ever done. I have been having problems with my 16 yr old daughter and I finally hit my limit yesterday and I told her that she had to change her attitude towards me or be out by friday and well she moved out last night and I am a damn mess. I love her so much but she causes so much problems at home, she doesnt respect me she calls me names and walks all over me and now she is gone. I feel like such a failure has a mother and it hurts so bad. I didnt know that soberity would hurt so much and sometimes I wonder if it is worth all the pain i am going through right now.
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