Hey guys! This is Jen. I have been reading through some of the posts getting inspiration and feeling more at home with my own issues with alcohol. I have been drinking for a good 10 years. I stayed sober for 6 weeks back in October. Started up again and been off and on since then. I am confused. I know its bad for me to binge drink almost everynight, but then I make excuses...like I will start tomorrow or something like that. Its like I know that my liver is not healthy but I keep doing it. I feel like I am two people sometimes. My best friend said she will not be in my life anymore if i keep drinking. She knows that it is a disease. Sometimes, when I think about continuing to drink I think, so what? I'll just do my thing. But then I feel horrible that I would have lost such a wonderful person in my life. Anyway. I am going on a trip with her to California for some R&R time and we both agreed that this would be a good time to get sober and start it for real. I don't want to kill myself with alcohol and I don't want to lose her...Please feel free to send me any comments because I look forward to reading them from my brothers and sisters. Thanks. God Bless.
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