i stop drinking may 29th because my boyfriend left me and i lost my job again also i went out drunk and someone abused me, i took a lot for me to be sober this long may 29th 2008 to august 20 2008 i do not know what to do i feel my life is over im 32 alone went to college had two bachelors but dont seem to hold a job or make money my dad died my mom live back in my country and God had punish me with this horrible compultion to drink, what can i do? i thougth that if he was my higher power (God) he will be my friend and helpme but my life is bad drunk or sober, what can i do? i dont want to die but i cannot live like this i dont want to whine but i dont find a way out, i realize my reality i know how dangerous is for me to drink today yet i cannot or could not stop myself to be honest i was looking forward to get drunk, why is that that i canot handle life in its on terms and i need to get screw like this, by the way hello everyone
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