Well I have been sober for almost three years now but every now and then I get strong cravings to drink again. I feel like when I was drinking I was happier and better able to express my emotions than sober. My parents and some siblings are alcoholics but I am the only one who has taken a stance and fought my addiction. I have dreams where I am drinking and something in the dream tells me I fucked up or ruined my promise to myself to never touch alcohol again. Just wondering if other people have had the same experiences and what their families think of sobriety.
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