Yea, i have three days now, being clean and sober....it is great, i love it. The other day at a mtg., my sponsor & her sponsee starting arguing after the mtg. about the principals of AA mtgs. Yea, i should have just left, even that i stuck around to see the outcome, which wasn't good. My sponsor told her to shove it where the sun don't shine. Now, the problem is, i don't think she is ready to sponsor anyone, sure, she has sobriety under her belt but to do this in front of people who are just sobering up. I called her today but somehow i couldn't really talk w/ her. I need a friend, i am lonesome, miss my still drunk husband who is probably not sleeping alone. Yea, i am just as sick as he is and have been waiting by the phone, hoping he would call but he has better things to do. THis is a small town, mtg. only four times weekly. I attended church today and enjoyed it. I should have gone to the evening service, but i had already walked to town twice and didn't want to get too tired, plus i don't trust myself to be so close to the liquor store. I guess my point is...i need more friends on line. I get bored and am restless, but i do enjoy chatting and listening to and writing people who are like me....alcoholic. thank you. I would appreciate your input about my sponsor & sponsee also.
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