my name is Rachel and im an alchoholic. I have almost two years sober and i am urgeing to drink so bad. I know it wont solve anything but my head is saying that i can have a few now and then i can stop. I am going through a lot of really hard things now. I just got out of a long term hospital and that is how i got the majority of my two years and i feel llike a newcomer still. I just found this site two days ago and it has been great so i came here today hopefully for some help, butt kicking and support. Thanks, Rachel
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