Ok - so you guys already think I am crazy - so I will just throw this one out there to confirm my insanity. I am usually too nervous, scared, seelf conscious, etc. to share at meetings. So, when I drive out of the church / meeting hall, whatever, I say my share out - loud to myself. I say what I would have said if I had the courage to actually say it in front of 30+ people in a meeting. Don't get me wrong - I have shared, but every time I do, my heart pounds, and I feel soooo nervous, that it almost is a bad experience rather than a good one. SO... I am now in the practice of saying what I would have said as I drive along in my car... Am I crazy? You can say yes, don't worry, I already think I am.
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