I have done many things drunk that I'm ashamed of, but recently I went on a wine binge, got completely out of my head and had a one night stand with a neighbor behind my boyfriends back and now I'm feeling ashamed and really guilty. My boyfriend called me the next day and told me how much he loved me and that he's been thinking about me all day. I felt so horrible. I felt like a really bad person. What's done is done, but I'm having a hard time with the guilt.
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