ok so here i am again & just looking throught the topics have made me smile.as you all know that i found out some very interesting news about my biological father this week & it really floored me,for me the insanity came into play 190% but i have had a few 24 hours to pray & think about what i should do about this. well for one i can't talk to my parents because they are dead and as far as the biological father is in NC and i'm in NJ, its really not like the phone call is the next best thing to being there! with my sponsors loving way she asked me what step was i working on with all this info. i finally came to the understanding that i am wearing that serenity prayer out. theres not a da.. thing i can do about it, i can't change it,so i have to let it go and pray that i or something greater than myself can restore me to sanity .i've been waiting for that sanity part for quite awhile now, so i am hoping that it happens soon. i guess i should be grateful that i have 2 fathers.thanks all for the love and support and i am so very grateful that i found this site. no matter what is going on with me i can look around & smile about something that is being discussed. with love donna e
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