I am scheduled to see my alcohol councillor in about an hour. I have had nothing to drink today because I have to be alch free to see her. Thing is I am really struggling to get out of the house because I am feeling so paranoid and I am scared for last two weeks I have been drinking alot and don't want to admit it I feel like such a failure I'm considering cancelling my appointment and having a drink instead know however that this is just plain stupid. I feel like I can't kick it. Sorry I am really struggling.
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