I got myself into a relationship,nine months sober.I did not listen to the suggestions about no relationships for the first year.I had known of this other person and felt interested.I went to a sober dance and we were there for the same reason.We started to dance and dance.She drove me home that night and before exitng the car the was a moment of silence followed by a lip lock.The next night we met and eventually would have sex that night.less than two weeks latter I moved in and here it is five months latter and I'm left with no girlfriend no place to live and I ended up losing my job.SHE HAS SIX YEARS OF CONTNUOUS SOBRIETY I ON THE OTHER HAND HAD A SIX HOUR INTERRUPTION AT TEN AND A HALF MONTHS.[SLIP]WITH THE RELATIONSHIP AND WITH ALCOHOL.THANK GOD I MADE IT BACK INTO THE HALLS.I just recently picked up my four month chip.i am hurt and i am asking for help.I am playing catch with my will and his will for me,back -n- forth i go I keep giving it to him and i keep taking it back so far I HAVE NOT FOUND IT NESSSARY TO PICK UP I DRINK I am asking for HELP HELP.
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