I don't understand this relapse thing I why I do it. The week before christmas I got so upset about going to AA meetings. I cried my Eyes out to my boyfriend telling him I didn't want to go anymore. I have been back to my old tricks of sneaking liquor when my boyfriend is working and then I lie when he gets home. I don't really want to do this but I guess I always think I can have just one and then be done. 8 more later, bruises on my body and wishing I hadn't done it again. Why can I not just STOP. I go days upon days and don't even want a drink. I love the way I feel when I am not hung over. I just wish I COULD BE A NORMAL drinker. Any advice
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