I am a 29 year old single mother of two beautiful children, and I had three and a half years sober, due to my hp and the wonderful AA group that I am a member of, but I have had a relapse and now have only two months. It sucks, excuse me but it does. I don't recall feeling so useless the first go around, anyways I am past the point of feeling guilty, but it feels like I will never be able to achieve the quality of sobriety I had before the relapse. Has anyone else been through this and if you did can you relate?
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