Ever notice how easy it is to have a bad day? Ever notice how one little comment can send up a whole poop load of dust in your day? You start the day out right...prayer, gratitude list, thankfulness and "poof" some things bang into your day and the choice is laid. Is this going to be a good day or a bad day ? The choice is yours. Know one discounts a heartach, a tragdy, a sadness. Somewhere along the line there comes a time where you just have to in my book , turn it over....say enough! And then still be greatful, say thank you to God & universe because the only thing certain is TODAY. I sometimes cry & still say thank you & help me at the same time. I think the key to living a sucessful life experience is to be sober, rely on a power greater then yourself, feel greatful even if you don't...(concentate on the small goods), find life "simple"...butterflys, nascar, football, home cooked meals, a dogwood tree blooming. When I am able to think about someone else , other then myself, reguardless of my current drama....oppps...delima, I find myself to be a better person, more alive, more satisfiyed....with that big word "Purpose". As an alcoholic I always seem to say "What's my purpose?" Dull the pain, cease the creepy feeling of "not good enough...diappointment". So I say to you my friends on this first October Day.....live your lives & enjoy, don't despare tomorrow because it's not here, I see your smiles & joy. Recovery is a beautiful thing. Topic: What moves you & brings you joy?(omit nothing that may appear small to you, it means the world to others and me. Best wishes friends. Happy Fall.....Sunny :-)
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