I am having problems enjoying the company of other people. It is like I can handle a small dose of someone, and then I want to go back to being alone. This includes talking to family members on the phone. I feel like I'm volatile and too sensitive to what others have to say. Either someone is too shallow, fake, high and mighty, or they are trying to get in my business and judge me. I can't describe the anger I feel sometimes. I know I am only hurting myself with this anger. Everyone seems to disappoint me. I know it is my fault and shouldn't be so selfish and attached but I just am not strong enough to be the better person sometimes. I have chosen to be a hermit. It's really not good. I am a slave to anger now and am looking at ways to deal with this. Do you have a prayer or anything that helps you? So far, I have been dealing with it by saying f*** them! I know it's not healthy.
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