I deleted some friends today, the ones that never respond. I accidentally deleted a very, very dear person. She is very, very upset and crying. It's my fault but it was a mistake, I messaged her and told her that. She was helping me so very much and I thought I was helping her. I am not a mean person but somehow I managed to hurt somebody, and I just pretty much give up now on trying to stay sober. I don't think it will work for me. I am not a person that goes around hurting people, I try to help but I'm no help to anybody. I'm no help, I am useless and no good. I tried.
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