This is my 3rd day being sober. I was happy day one and two. Today I can't wait to get home and drink. I want to stop and buy a case so bad I can taste it. Then I think of how many people I am letting down by picking up that drink. I know if I do tomorrow I feel even worse then today. I will feel once again like I failed. I feel so hopeless. Please someone tell me when the feeling starts to not haunt you AS much.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...