This is my 3rd day being sober. I was happy day one and two. Today I can't wait to get home and drink. I want to stop and buy a case so bad I can taste it. Then I think of how many people I am letting down by picking up that drink. I know if I do tomorrow I feel even worse then today. I will feel once again like I failed. I feel so hopeless. Please someone tell me when the feeling starts to not haunt you AS much.
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