I've often heard in meetings that you pay that phone bill once then the ball's in thier court. I'm struggling with my 19 & 21 year old, i hear of all the broken promises and how i love one more than the other. I've made amends as best i can, I can't change the past so i find myself footing the bill alot of times trying to make up but it seems the more i do the more they want and they always play the guilt card. call me a bitch, but I've had enough. I'm 22 mons and have been feeling alot of unwanted crap lately and thoughts of drinking seem to have been constant, I think this may be the reason. I have been building resentments over this.....back to the 4th step for me. thanks for letting me share
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