Yep,I was doing good for awhile,went a couple weeks without drinking.Suffering through,yet still feeling strong and proud of myself for each day that passed.Went to the hospital for what I later found out was possible withdraw,even so still hanging on.A few days later my mom-in-law calls to see how I'm feeling and come to find out,his whole side of the family now knows I'm a fall down,blackout drunken loser.The whole phonecall consisted of everything I am doing wrong with my life,her doing all the talking of course!I immediately phoned my husband afterwards and asked how he could betray me like that!It was no ones buisness but mine and if he does'nt like what I do,then he's free to go.After that,I started drinking again till I blacked out.I have been drinking for 3days straight and I don't care to see him or his family ever again.He refuses to leave,sais he cares.If he cared,would'nt he have respected me enough to keep this private?He wants to devulge my private buisness to his family,yet when it comes to supporting my effort to get help as I've asked him to do in the past,he shrugs it off as me being weak and selfish.I see no solution,no end in sight.I'm tired,tired and more tired!Please,I only need positive input right now.
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