I know we all have to do things we don't want to in our recovery.. My Mom wants to see the new great grandsons she now has..... and my brother wants to see his first grandchild..... So off I go to take them for a 3 1/2 hour ride to where i used to live..... in my addictions...... I have been trying to figure a place to stay besides my sisters...... she still drinks... and I know she will whether I am there or not... her problem. I have to be there because i have to take Lucy my dog...... Well anyway.. i guess i am asking for prayers of strength...... not to preach to my sister...... I am getting my older sister too...... she does not drink.. so we can at least do things sober.... I get to see my son on this trip too. and that is important to me to do that since it may be awhile again until i see him. So really i just am asking for prayers...... i have no desire to drink..... and i know once my sister falls on her face i will surely have the no desire... Anyway, just thought some prayers may help get me thru this........ Does this count as praying for myself??? I hope not,,,, i know that is not good..... lol..... Thanks..
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