After last night I swear to God, I am so done. I have located the time and place for the AA meeting that I will attend to on Tuesday. Last night I drank and drank until I blacked out again and became the biggest ahole to my husband. If I dont do something he'll be gone before I know it, and then I will really be embarassed to know that I have lost a wonderful person that loves me, to booze... yeah that doesnt make sense. I feel like a looser cause last week I came to this place to seek support, I had hope and a tremendous amount of support and I feel as if I have let friends down. I have let myself down, and I am done feeling like a looser and letting people down, most importantly letting MYSELF down. I will create a daily journal so that I can keep track of this...please dont give up on me
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