Here I am again,feeling like I'm making another selfish decision.Story of my life.I and my partner both drank as long as we've been toghether.I announced my need for sobriety weeks ago.The response was negative to say the least.I have now been to three AA meetings and I have never felt like I belonged any where so much in my life,as I do in AA.The support,peace of mind and welcomeness I recieve there is almost uncomprehencible.My partner is'nt aware of my AA meetings.I had mentioned that we both need to go,and the berade of insults I received from them was so hurtful,yet so true.I was told to "stop being weak,selfish,and how you drink because you choose to,you can stop if you want to,how could you abandon me after we've been through so much?I helped you get where you are today"!Now I feel like a trader.I feel as if I am giving up on the only person who truely cared about me in my whole life.I am trading them for AA.
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