As I've stated before I'm bipolar as well as an alcoholic and xanax abuser so I have a complicated problem. I've been in a very deep depression the last four weeks or so. Yesterday I felt really good and also this morning. When I came home from my AA meeting after doing the week's grocery shopping I discovered the children had eaten all the crackers I had planned to use for the chili. I totally lost it. I was cussing at them. My husband suggested I might just be finally feeling normal emotions and not know how to deal with them. I'm worried I'm getting manic again. Anyhow, for those of you who have been sober a while were you super-sensitive emotionally for a while. Did you find yourself baffled my everyday life at first?
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