Hey I'm only a couple days sober and I deperately want to stay that way. I've been an alcoholic for over 15 years now and it has messed up so many things in my life. I am a single mom of a 15yr. old boy who I"ve raised alone and it has affected him too in a big way. I really want to make things better and learn to live sober from now on. It's just so hard when it's all I've known for so long now. Picking up the pieces, cleaning the mess I've made, trying to be a real mom from now on, dealing with my son's distrust and anger.I keep falling down over and over again and I can't take it anymore. I NEED to get healthy in every way and find stability and security and fulfillment. I'm unemployed at the moment. Haven't been able to work due to alcohol and being depressed. Need to get a job. I feel I've messed up my son's life and it's hard to help him and be there for him when I'm a full time job at the moment. But he needs me. I have so much debt now, fines etc. No driver's license. No friends. My son doesn't even have friends right now and it being home'schooled because he wouldn't go to school. Everything is scary. I need God, I need support and fellowship. I'm doing what I can to take steps to better things.
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