I'm new and scared. I've been really really thinking about becoming sober for a while I've just been to chicken and scared to go all the way. I think that I've just came to a point in my life that this is just getting out of control..well who am I kidding it's always been out of control. So how do I do this. Do I have to change friends,life style everything? I know the answer to that it's just going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. This as been all I've known since I was 16 now 28. It's going to be like losing a friend. I also need to join an AA group but just the thought of going and walking in by myself scares the shit out of me. I've went to one once and didn't really feel as though I fit into that group. Please give me suggestions.
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