Hi everyone.Well I think I'm done or would like to be.I do not plan on going to any meetings as of now.I have gone before a few months back a couple of times and never spoke it was the most uncomfortable feeling for me I think the anxiety even caused me to drink.I am living in a new city about 2.5 years now and haven't made any close relationships it doesnt help that I work in a unsocial job looking to change that another reason I think I could sober up.I do have my boyfriend here and we go out with his coworkers which all love to party including him so another thing that makes getting sober difficult for me.I can say my boyfriend doesn't mind me stopping.Anyhow my drinking is really being fueled with my loneliness in this new city with no family or friends.I'm trying to escape.But I have always drank too much my whole life.Part of the reason why I think I relapse besides just the cravingsis I think I'm in some denial I'm like always arguing in my head that i can have a drink I'll get better once my life gets better.Another thing which I should be grown out of by the age of 39 is peer pressure.I feel like the only person out there that doesn't drink.I feel others will find me boring.Anyhow I think I'm ready to give sobriety another shot.Those things are what made me relapse before.Today will be day 1 for me and I would love any advice.Sorry so long its just my first time on here.
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