i never thought i'd have to admit that I'm an alcoholic. I did admit it a year ago, but continue to drink. Now lately I've been smoking pot and I feel like a total piece of crap. The guilt is eating me alive. Every time i get drunk,which is almost every time I drink, I feel terrible the next day and tell myself I will never do it again. My drinking is affecting every aspect of my life, yet I still impulsively go to the liquor when I'm feeling anxious. I know I need to go to AA meetings, but I haven't made the time commitment. Part of me doesn't want to commit to never drinking again. Part of me wants to be able to drink without it being a problem. I know this won't happen. I know what I need to do. I know life will be even better when I stop. Please help... I need prayers. Thanks!
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