I am almost 11 years sober and have found myself over the last several weeks wanting to have a drink. One day I actually had the rum in the shopping cart at the store ready to take it home. I had my three year old daughter with me and I realized I couldn't do this because of my children.
Last week I called an old aa sponser to talk me out of it and the same again yesterday.
Things have been really stressful for me. We moved to a new home. My dad was serious ill for almost a month. And I am less than a month from delivering my third child. I am trying to deal with the stress but all the changes with the house and the anxiety of giving birth again. I also have my own accounting business and I am so stressed about keeping up with it and taking care of a newborn. I can not go back to it because of the baby and I promised myself my children would never see my drunk.
Could use some friends, I'm no stranger to booze but lately I've been drinking during the day into the night and it's starting to worry me. It has a hold over me.
I joined this group and read just a few posts before coming across staggering levels of lack of support from some of those of you fortunate enough to have kicked the booze.......well done with your efforts......perhaps spare a thought for those who are still struggling to get there......you know what they say......if you can't say any thing nice, don't say anything at all.......some of the people...