I am almost 11 years sober and have found myself over the last several weeks wanting to have a drink. One day I actually had the rum in the shopping cart at the store ready to take it home. I had my three year old daughter with me and I realized I couldn't do this because of my children.
Last week I called an old aa sponser to talk me out of it and the same again yesterday.
Things have been really stressful for me. We moved to a new home. My dad was serious ill for almost a month. And I am less than a month from delivering my third child. I am trying to deal with the stress but all the changes with the house and the anxiety of giving birth again. I also have my own accounting business and I am so stressed about keeping up with it and taking care of a newborn. I can not go back to it because of the baby and I promised myself my children would never see my drunk.
*sigh*No notice I'm being logged out. Logged out twice in less than 4 hours.*sigh*And no, I'm not sending in feedback. That's just wasted effort. I'm posting this here in case others are dealing with the same thing. At least we'll know we're not alone.Tried to post this and got this:
Year to Date Championship Week are posted in the first reply. Good luck in the Superbowl and Congratulations to the Patriots and their fans here and to the Rams.