I am almost 11 years sober and have found myself over the last several weeks wanting to have a drink. One day I actually had the rum in the shopping cart at the store ready to take it home. I had my three year old daughter with me and I realized I couldn't do this because of my children.
Last week I called an old aa sponser to talk me out of it and the same again yesterday.
Things have been really stressful for me. We moved to a new home. My dad was serious ill for almost a month. And I am less than a month from delivering my third child. I am trying to deal with the stress but all the changes with the house and the anxiety of giving birth again. I also have my own accounting business and I am so stressed about keeping up with it and taking care of a newborn. I can not go back to it because of the baby and I promised myself my children would never see my drunk.
Hello everyone, Saturday morning and I have been on the phone with my insurance company and a in patient rehab. I am scared I am going to back out because I am a chicken. As I was speaking to the insurance lady she suggested detox and out patient, then as she heard more, she said rehab would be best before I shoot my liver out. Got a lot going on even though I am very blessed. I have terrible...