I know she's a drunk . A few months ago she had so much to drink, she crashed into a tree into a tree a several times if i hadn't been awake she probably would have killed herself or even someone else. I remember screaming at and yanking her out of the car and pushing her out of my way so i could turn off the car. she fell into some rose bush we have and i didn't help her get out. I wanted her to hurt. I know that a horrible thing to say, but at the time i was so angry. i sat there in the car and watched as she walked into the house and i started crying my heart was racing so fast i thought i was going to have a heart attack. i pulled the car back up the drive way went into the house and woke up my step father. we found her in the living room sitting there staring at a picture of my sister (whom has passed away) on the wall. My stepdad took her to their room as she screamed at him telling him she hated him and herself and that he didn't know what it was like having a dead daughter. this behavior had be happening for over a year a little more. after she crashed into the tree i thought it would be a wake up call, it was but not really. she still drinks but secretly. She's not as bad as she used to be. she doesn't fight with my stepdad anymore or drives whens shes had a few drinks. But it still bothers me. I thought she had stopped completly until one day my friend who lives with us found a tequlia bottle in an empty dog food bag in our garage. I questioned my step dad because he's the only who goes out there and he admited that he's been giving her alcohol. even after everything.. all his crying to me about how he wants her to stop. Now she's not just drinking she takes atleast a dozen pills a day because of all the illnesses she has.. UGGGGH!!! i just want to scream!
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