So I wrecked my car and got a $3200 bonus check from my job that is gone because I owed so many people money. I am drinking again and honestly I do not see the light, yet again. I know it could be worse though. I am a seriously addicted alcoholic and I cannot stop by myself!! I hate to admit that, but I can't!! I absolutely LOVE drinking!! I love the taste of beer, how it keeps making me feel better after each one! But I hate having hangovers. It also helps me sleep because I have insomnia, but most of all it numbs everything! I feel like everything is going to be okay as long as I have 3 24 oz's and a full pack of cigarettes. Everything is okay as long as I have my two essentials, but I know that is wrong. These thoughts make me depressed and I just wish I had someone who really cared about me.
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