I am somewhat nervous about what to feel and exspect from tonight.At the same time I feel more free then I have in a long time.I always felt as if I was trying to run to somewhere or something.I have put myself in many scary situations by doing so.I've drank since I was 17.I've always known that I didn't want to become- a self destructive,lost and alone human being,yet that is exactly what I am.What I haved feared the most,I have made it reality.I am an employer,homeowner,sister,daughter and I am an alcoholic.For once in my life I feel like I am running in a direction that will benefit me and I am still very scared,but in a good way.I need all your support and I am greatful for all and any of it.
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