OK, so I've done realy well, 24 days sober. I haven't been to a meeting this week, and I need to go because I want to go buy a 6 pack. I have PMS, and my man is at the local bar meeting a client to pick up a check. I'm having that horrible tricky alcoholic mind, that just a few beers won't hurt, I've gone 24 days without alcohol, what's it going to hurt. UGH. I am playing baseball with my 3 year old, trying to occupy my time, it's been a long hour. So far I've been pretty good about battling these urges, but my damn alcoholic mind is trying to get me. Thanks, it felt good to admit it. UGH!!!!
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