
Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.

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Now it is the sixth day of sobriety and I've attended seven AA meetings. I jones for meetings like I used to jones for alcohol. I want to know more rather than drink more. Hey, and no horrendous hangover.
I was scared to death. I mean I saw my own death when I looked up Alcoholism on the internet about a week ago, blotto. I got real sober with that. The 800 number dude told me it could be an end like eventually I'll run out of alcohol in a blackout and wake up in jail facing vehicle manslaughter charges too. Oh lovely, the fate worse than death. I would kill myself if I found out I hurt someone else like that. Like many Alcoholics, I have always had social anxiety, always felt different so I avoid groups. The fear of death or gads, the other fate, overrode that social fear for once. I guess everyone has a different bottom but my God, I don't even want to risk that kind of bottom.
I am a compulsive cleaner and I have woken up with a terrible hangover, and my whole house is clean. Nobody else here so, I can do lots of things completely brain dead. So, in my deluded thinking, I thought doing something I wouldn't sober was out of the question. I would or have never drink and drive. I have never run out, tho.
Anyway, so much mind benders rather than alcohol benders. It really does help to listen to other alcoholics in recovery. Like listening to myself talk. Like finding a herd of blacksheep. All these missing pieces. The only kind of drunk I haven't been is a dead drunk or jail bird. I'll pass, tyvm.
Love, Mo
I was scared to death. I mean I saw my own death when I looked up Alcoholism on the internet about a week ago, blotto. I got real sober with that. The 800 number dude told me it could be an end like eventually I'll run out of alcohol in a blackout and wake up in jail facing vehicle manslaughter charges too. Oh lovely, the fate worse than death. I would kill myself if I found out I hurt someone else like that. Like many Alcoholics, I have always had social anxiety, always felt different so I avoid groups. The fear of death or gads, the other fate, overrode that social fear for once. I guess everyone has a different bottom but my God, I don't even want to risk that kind of bottom.
I am a compulsive cleaner and I have woken up with a terrible hangover, and my whole house is clean. Nobody else here so, I can do lots of things completely brain dead. So, in my deluded thinking, I thought doing something I wouldn't sober was out of the question. I would or have never drink and drive. I have never run out, tho.
Anyway, so much mind benders rather than alcohol benders. It really does help to listen to other alcoholics in recovery. Like listening to myself talk. Like finding a herd of blacksheep. All these missing pieces. The only kind of drunk I haven't been is a dead drunk or jail bird. I'll pass, tyvm.
Love, Mo
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