Since I got my drivers license back I've been going to at least two meetings a day. Tonight I actually went to four. Is there such a thing as too many meetings? I just feel like I belong there and my depression seems to disappear while I sit in those rooms. I don't want to take any chances this time, I want the drinking and drugging part of my life to be over with and I'm willing to do whatever it takes. I used to hate meetings, now it seems weird, but I love them, they're the highlight of my day. I just want this so bad, I hope I'm not overdoing it though.
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