Ok here we go! I am about to get all emotional here so please bare with me. I have been sitting here in deep thought this morning! I have heard the expression Let It Go for along time. Well I never could that. I am consumed by my own fear, pain, agony, torture, torment. So on so forth, etc. etc. etc! So I have come to the conclusion this morning that I'm going to do just that. "LET IT GO!" Ok big deal the ex husband divorced,the bf replaced me, and my friend turned his back on me. I just realized this morning that it's ok! I realized that I'm going to be ok. God there are so many fish in the sea. One's that kind, caring, honest, faithful, and loyal. I guess what I'm trying to say is that all hope is not lost. My friend told me not to let ppl rent space in my head, well I'm not going to do that anymore. I've been letting it destroy me and I'm not going to continue doing that to myself any longer. I'm going to start being thankful for what I do have and move forward. This is a big step for me. I want to let go of the past so that I can live for the present and the future. Not only that but to be a better mother and to be a better friend and to be a better person all the way around. There's no reason in the world for me to let this destroy anymore of me than it already has. I pray that everyone has a great day. God bless and keep you!
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