wow i got fucked up last night. i drank thirteen shots of tequila and then started chugging the bottle and my friends took the rest away from me cus i cant stop drinking once i start drinking. my counselor told me that not being able to stop was a sign of alcoholism. is that true. and then just a few minutes ago my brother was fixing to screw my x gf. i still love her and he knows how i feel about it. and he does it anyway. so i got out a knife and threatened to kill him if he does screw her. it just hurts me so bad to see that happen right before my own eyes. to the very girl i love.
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