I joined this group in sept. 2007, thanks to another member who pointed out that all my posts seemed to be in aug or sept of each year since then. I really don;t know what it is about this time of year, but it seems like its the time when i have had enough, im stressed, i feel like i have been locked in a cell all year longl Thank you, maybe i can figure it out. Anyway, my point is is that I just took a shower, its 9pm. I was just thinking that when my kids where small that i stressed so much this time of evening, wanting to get them to bed for the night so i could get back to smokin and drinkin, now I feel so lonely because they are teenagers and can take care of themselves. Now i feel so useless and stupid sometimes because i am not needed... This makes it even harder to stop drinkin....now that i thought it might be easy it seems to be even harder....help please....
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