I had to understand that a lot of things that happened in my life were unacceptable. Some caused by others most caused by me. I then came to understand that I had to accept there was nothing I could DO about any of those things. The only thing I could claim was the education.. that or continue to beat myself up. I also had to realize that I only have to worry about tomorrow if I screw up something today. My yesterdays no longer effect my today and my tomorrow can only be effected by my today. If my sight is set on my HP my today will be exactly the way it's supposed to be and my tomorrow will follow suit.
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