It's always so dark to me.I was always optomistic. Now ,I wake up every morning ,and can't find a reason to put one foot ahead of the other.The sun is shining,the phone rings w/invites to lunch,dinner and after parties.Invites to toasts to celebrate closed buisness deals,etc.It's my own co.My business partners,I wish they'd all go away.I want a simple life.I want to drink them all away!
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