Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
When I hear a particular song on the radio. It's called The Reason by Hoobastank. My boyfriend dedicated it to me about a year before he passed away. Well the song is talking about apologizing for everything he put me through and he wanted me to know this before he goes (That is the context of the song) I just heard it on the radio. Gary told me he was dying and I never believed him. For those of you that don't know he was an alcoholic. He didn't show the typical signs of liver failure (jaundice) he didn't want to go to the hospital because he had severe paranoia at times (due to previous drug use)so he didn't tell us exactly how sick he was. When he told me he was dying my response was we are all dying.. That haunts me.. I was cold to him at times because I was so affraid of this happening. I don't know how to forgive myself.. I just heard that song and I miss him so much!!!!!
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I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
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A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
It wasn't until her funeral that I was able to make my amends.I felt that she forgave me. I miss her. Guilt is my own worst enemy. I can feel guilty over any little thing. One thing is to forgive yourself.