Last year our house burned down and I lost my mum and sister. The last 2 months b4 the first yr annv. of my losses the dry drunk a pebble became a land slide I thank God my father wasn't home or I couldn't make another day. It true you drink way b4 you every pick it up the INSANITY. I was on my 14th yr. It's almost like the jay walker in the AA book. I got to get back started basics and I need friend even long distance ones for now. OK here it is that magic word HELP. I need friends no judges, I do that quite well ty. I can only say 2 anyone the insanity comes way b4 that first drink.
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