How a can, bottle and glass of liquid can change your life for ever, i have been sober for 7-1/2 days, 1/2 of this day i deside to drink the liquid again thinking it will be all right, just wanting to numb out for awhile, also wanted to attend church tomorrow, somthing i haven't done in years but now i won't... i feel like a fraud once again... i frauded myself into thinking i could do it alone and with the help of the internet...i have been learning lots though, just not enough... i need to get out around f2f people and stop being the coward i am and admit i am a alcoholic,,, sure it is easy to say now. noone is looking at me, noone knows me.. All i know is that the ones who don't drink anymore at all.... i look up to you and i understand its hard work...and i understand its somethng you work at everyday of your lives.... and im going to get sober One day at time... i will keep coming back.
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