As I am struggling on day 3 without alcohol I am looking for support and advise on various sites and such. I also have been watching Intervention on A&E. Why is it that it makes me want to drink. I find myself saying "well I'm not that bad so maybe I'm okay and I can drink as long as I watch it. I know the answer is that I am an alcoholic and I don't know how to "just watch it". Does anyone else get the urge to drink when you see the terrible inevitable end result? It should gross me out and NEVER want to drink again, but it is having the opposite effect on Me. Any thoughts?
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