The quest to be able, to drink safely again. It can be done, it can be proven, it is not impossible, I will find a way. Many have tried, and will keep trying, some will continue until they die. Every time they try to drink safety, they think this time will be different. This is the act of insanity doing the same thing and expecting a different outcome. This type of seeking will result in a relapse, which is exactly what the ill mind wants you to do. The Alcoholic mind will play many tricks, and this is a very dangerous one. It wants you back in your sick distorted paradise and hell of being an active Alcoholic.
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