hi im new here im 19 and im sick of drinking i do it all day if i can i got plasterd last week and broke up with my girl and decided enough was enough last week i had a relaps after 2 or 3 weeks of soberness lol i decided since my girl wants to spend time with everyone else and not me < she doesnt know that i feel like shit all the time and neglects all my emotions < so i did perkaset or how ever you spell that valume vodka qweed and i think thats it total of 5 hits of ex 5 half gallons of vodka 30 valumes and numerouse lines of perkaset dust in 3 or 4 or 5 days i cant remember im misserable help :)
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