I've been sober for just over 5 years. I've been really slacking in my program. I have a plan to drink tomorrow. My daughter is going to be gone all weekend. I'd be able to start drinking by 1030 am. This really makes me feel excited. I'm thinking no one needs to know. I don't want to give up all the work I've done I don't want to loss the trust I've earned. The way I'm thinking is scaring me. I know what I should do but at this point that's not what I want to do. Can some one please help me?
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